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Hay guise~
Guess who's alive? x'DDD
Yup. ME.
I'm not annoyingly "emo" and my journals will no longer be melodramatic! Everybody now, "YAAAAAAY!"
lulz
norly. I foresee many a happy day and and and I'm in college now so no moar of that boohoo bullshit >
Although I will admit, depression makes for some interesting art/writing
...which I will be uploading once I stop being a lazy doof!
But yea, I'm happy now. I've grown up a lot and I've found someone I've been waiting and hoping for, for a very long time =]
In other news~
I'M IN A BAND NOW! While it's not the kind of music I connect with the most, it's still extremely fun and a great learning experience for me
I felt it was relevant to my watchers because~
IT'S A J-ROCK BAND~!!!!
And I'm the singer/keytarist! ^~^
Yup. This journal has now become a shameless plug. dealwithit.jpg
Here's our site bitches~
oh and here's our facebook page!
LIKE IT.
NAO.
x'D
Anybody miss emo!Aly yet? trollface.jpg
Guess who's alive? x'DDD
Yup. ME.
I'm not annoyingly "emo" and my journals will no longer be melodramatic! Everybody now, "YAAAAAAY!"
lulz
norly. I foresee many a happy day and and and I'm in college now so no moar of that boohoo bullshit >
Although I will admit, depression makes for some interesting art/writing
...which I will be uploading once I stop being a lazy doof!
But yea, I'm happy now. I've grown up a lot and I've found someone I've been waiting and hoping for, for a very long time =]
In other news~
I'M IN A BAND NOW! While it's not the kind of music I connect with the most, it's still extremely fun and a great learning experience for me
I felt it was relevant to my watchers because~
IT'S A J-ROCK BAND~!!!!
And I'm the singer/keytarist! ^~^
Yup. This journal has now become a shameless plug. dealwithit.jpg
Here's our site bitches~
oh and here's our facebook page!
LIKE IT.
NAO.
x'D
Anybody miss emo!Aly yet? trollface.jpg
Devious Journal Entry
I don't really feel like talking.
...or singing
...or breathing
...or thinking
But I don't feel like crying either.
I guess I just don't feel like caring.
I see another cold Christmas up ahead. Both inside and out.
IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT TO ALL OF MY WATCHERS!!!!!!
To everyone following me on deviantart, youtube, myspace music, fanfiction.net .. or anything else, I will now be updating my progress for all my different accounts, on here: www.alyvigilia.tumblr.com.
Those who know me, [and even those who don't, can probably tell by how often i update on here lol] I'm a freaking lazy person. So in an attempt to try and get around that part of me, I made this tumblr so that I don't have to go on every different site I'm on and either say the same thing more than once when it comes to explaining why I was gone, will be gone, etc. I can just do it once. lol Plus I can do it quickly from my iTouch so there's
I LIIIIIIVE!!!!!
Hey everyone! Yes, I'm alive. I know some of you were truly questioning this, so I got off my lazy ass and made this journal! Aaand at the same time, I may have even been forgotten x___x;;
But yes. My explanation for this extensive absence iiiiis.... a TON of shit went down. Cool shit, exhausting shit, stressful shit, and any other variety you can think of. But to sum it up:
- A dark part of me I never knew existed, surfaced
- Was diagnosed with clinical depression
-I tackled that dark part of me and currently have it trapped in a vault at the back of my mind
-I'm doing a lot better since I started seeing a psychologist
- I just about k
You know what would be awesome?
If I could like... piss out my tears. No. Seriously. It would. Because then I could go to the bathroom, take care of business, and come back in a minute looking completely fine. No dumb red/runny nose, no stupid pout, no red/puffy eyes, or shaking body. And no one would be able to tell that I'm sad. That, would be fucking. Convenient.
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We should've done something awhile ago. When's your band's next show?