Date Created: October 20, 2010
Push & Pull
I respect what you believe
And I respect your wish to leave
But don't you try to justify
The painful breaking of my heart
I'll take your hurtful words
No matter how absurd
But I'm not about to
Let my cries of hurt
Just go unheard
You can cut me from your life
But can't cut yourself from mine
I watch you let me fall
Without a single look behind
[Repeat]
I never ask you to change but
You act like I do
And now things won't be the same
Between me and you
Never ask you to change but
You act like I do
And now things won't be the same
Between me and youuu...
-possibly more lyrics-
You caught my eye the moment you
Walked in through that door
The second I saw you I could've sworn
That I've met you before
Your eyes reflected all the same
Questions in my head
I get the feeling this ain't the
First time that we've met
You looked a little confused
But at the same amused
And I could certainly get used to this
New feeling I can't dismiss
You're looking at me
You catch me looking back too
And neither one of us knew
Just what to say or to do
So I just...
We eh ent with iiiiit
And you went right alo-ong wi-ih-ih-ith-ih-ih it
Yea we just weh eh ent with iiiiit
And I'm so glad that we just went with it
[work in
I am your nightingale
Which sings you to sleep
Our love, a white rose
Its thorns pierce me deep
The petals are soaked
In my blood and my tears
I sing out my love
Though you'll never hear
No one sees that I'm dead
No one cares that I'm gone
Do you like the bright red
Of our rose on your lawn?
I'm sure that she will
Once you give it to her
And you'll both fall in love
Just as you and I were
Date of creation: November 20, 2009
Letters To You
A is for anguish; the pain that I hide
B is for breaking--I'm dying inside
C is for calling to act like you care
D is for distance; it just isn't fair
E is for empty since you walked away
F is for finding the right words to say
G is for grow, and both of us will
H is for heart, and mine has gone still
I is for interest--none left for me
J is for joking; when you say you're sorry
K is for kiss. That's something I'll miss
L is for loving naively like this
M is for mourning the days which have passed
N is for nothing; the one thing that lasts
O is for old: the excuses you make
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[Notes: I don't really consider this to be done... still going to add stuff to it, but this is what's gonna stay as is.]
Letters of Love, and War
[BOY]:
Love, will you wait for me
While I am at war?
While I'm at war with myself
For in order to get out of this mess we're in
This is a battle that I have to win
[GIRL]:
I'm not afraid to put us on hold
Boy you and I are far from old, you know
So just relax, we'll take this slow
And if this means you have to go... away...
and I don't get to see you for a couple of days...or weeks... or months...
Baby, I will wait
Date of Creation: December 17, 2009
I'd Do it Again
Do you remember that night I showed up at your door?
It was so dark I couldn't see the sky anymore
But I made myself stay
And my fear went away
When you opened right up and you let me right in
.... and I swear on my life I would do it again<3
Date of creation: November 14, 2009
Don't Throw it Away
It all happened so fast
My mind was a blur
Now I'm kicking myself
for those sorrow-spun words
that I shouldn't have said
cuz it's not like they would have made a difference
It's already over and done
and I know I'm the only one
that hasn't let go
But I thought I should let you know
That I hold on to all of our memories
Chorus:
So I won't throw them away
And I won't ask you to stay
Just as long as you promise me
That you will never
Throw away the memories
Don't you throw away the memories
No I won't get in your way
And as long as you treasure
our time spent togethe